lost friend

I was mistreated. Torn to bits by your words and actions. But we had such a magnetic friendship, that I've never had with anyone else. I pushed you out because I finally believed I deserved more than the pain you caused me, and I turned my life into exactly what I'd always wanted and filled it with people who treated me right. However, even with this success and happiness, there is still a hole in me that only you could fill.