4.8.10

lost friend

I was mistreated. Torn to bits by your words and actions. But we had such a magnetic friendship, that I've never had with anyone else. I pushed you out because I finally believed I deserved more than the pain you caused me, and I turned my life into exactly what I'd always wanted and filled it with people who treated me right. However, even with this success and happiness, there is still a hole in me that only you could fill.

11.5.10

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

"What if I get caught?"
"Motherfucker, you're already caught. What if you get free?"